A new poem...

This has been sitting in the notes of my ipod for a few days, while with each day and emotion I added a little here, a little there, sometimes changed a little here and there, depending on what I was feeling at the moment... It's hard to explain, and I don't think I'll ever be able to, as is shown in the end of the poem... Life is confusing at times and throws us into situations where we are confronted with what we want more than anything, but what we'll never, ever have...

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JUST THIS ONCE?
by: Nikki

Love that you and I will never know...
I can only dream you,
stealthy shadow shift you
into my astral heaven,
blossoming you real to me,
though never to those prying eyes
that can not see,
only for me.
Romance me into the silky nirvana
of heartbeat stillness.
My surreal oneness embraced
in purest snow white abandon.
I shun a shattered real
so to be enveloped by velvet
billow astral thought forms
of a NEW truth..
in you.
My stolen soul Romeo.
My lost lust of silver luster.
My inebriated compatriot
of loves even and ever drunken silence.
Would you brace your deep, rose-petal lock of somber passion
against my sovereign, solely solidified,
unified embrace?
Would you dare to delve into the depths of
Divine ONE...
together?
Would you brush your smoldering torch light touch
to mine?
Steal me away,
oh lost and wandering spirit,
to hidden groves of sunbeam's dancing children
and raging love-lorn waters edge...
to hold MY power,
hands and souls entwined,
and mix it with your own,
radiating in and through me,
you,
me...
and back again,
in stilled siren sorrow song
of love
above which no mortal bond could ever hope to rise.
No words equal OUR equal.
No sonnet penned or lyric sung can ever touch this place...
No words...no words...
Oh fuck it! Kiss me...
Just this once?